Meri zindagi ka sach ....
Mere dil ka dard ban baethaa hai ...
kitney logoun ka tha aana jana………hai bhi ...
Kitney rishtoun key jungle hein ...gunjal hein ...
Laad pyaar aur Bachpan khou kar baadi ho gai…… wo
Fir bi bachoun jaisi hi paaoo gey…….
Zindagi ke har rang ko daikhtey huawey….. Jeeti hai yeh laadki dusro ke liye……
Kabi ki nhi apni khushi ki parwaa uss ney ..Roti hai magr kisi ne usske aansu nhi daikhey ……..
jiss ney bhi daikha bus hasstey, khil'khilatey, ya hassatey sub ko ,umeed ki shammein jagatey
beshak uskii apni aankhoun key tamamm roshn diye bujh chukey thae...
Sabko lagti hai yeh pyaari….. Sabse jaldi ghul mil jaaney waalii…..
Mamtaa bhari hai iske har ek roop mein……apna pan hai isskii roo roo mein
per
Kuch logon ne tamasha bana key rakh diya ……usskii saada dilii ko...narm tabiyet ko ..ur kuch ney mazak ..
Jaan na saka koi uss key dil kii ……. Sab main usko Rab key sachy bandey hii dikhtey aaye thae….. magr
har jaga dhokha hi khaya……..
Door kar deti hai sabko ab wo…
iss darr sey ..jo uskey maan aangan mein kundalii maar key aann baithaa hai keh
jis sey piyar keh dou meethae bol bhi bolo ..uska matlab ghalt nikley ga...jany kia samjhey ga...jany kia roop uugley ga..jany kitna challey ga ..
munah khoutey hii munah khoutey hein
phir bhi jany ...
kiuyn ...
Aas ka deep bujhaa nahin hai tabhii
Taalash krti hai ab bhi sab mein wo
koii suchaa, khuadii roop....
aapnii diary ko band kerty huawey uss ney ek bar phir sey khuad sey sawaal kiyya....keh ....
..aachey logoun kii aachaiii hamesha aazmaii hii kiuyn jati hai.???...iss liye shayied keh kuch log zindagii kii terjeehaat mu'taa'yun kerty waqt insanyet, bey'lossii, jazbey aur ehsass bila taaq rakh ker bhool jaty hein ... aur yeh muhabbat kia shai hai her matlashii iska .her rishtey kii bunyaad...ek sath journey kii lariii bhi hai aur torrney wallii kerrii bhii...per,jab mehboob badl jaye .. tou iskii be'hurr'matii aankhoun ko kabhii khushk nahin honey detii aur nah behny ...ajeeb sa wabaal e jaan jekkerr lay'taa hai ...insan muhabbat ka shajer ugaaney ko wafa key beej bouta hai, kitney suhaney khawaboun sey seenchtaa hai ,aur ..umer bhar mustafeed honey key ehad o paemaan baandh leta hai ...per .muhabbat ka yeh Shajer ussi waqt tak summer'aawar rehta hai aur hara bhara jab tak maa'di'yet ka garm paanii khuad ussey nah jhulsa dey ..wo khuad bhii in marahil sey guzar ker aaii thii per .uss ney khuad ko tou iss hawa sey mehfooz rakha tha, magr apney ass pass key jitney bhi thae bad';qismatii sey unhein nah bacha paii thii jhulssney sey ,...Aaj bhi jab maa ki paeshaanii peh bossa diyaa thaa tou khaloos key shabnamii qatrey mehsos kiye thae,aur pass baethy Abba key Chehray sey tapkta aajizii ka noor phir sey jeeny ka nayya ehsass dey gaya tha.....her serd mehrii sey larrney ka walwalaa ....jaga gaya tha...keh nahin muhabbtein ab bhi hein humsafr merii . wafaein ab bhi hein ridda'yein merii..Aaj wo uss mouqaam per thii jahan her shakhs nafsaani khawishaat ka girftaar , maa'diiyet ka perchaar kerta milaa tha, khawaish aur nafs kii jang tou uss ney bhii larii thii magr Fataah usko hii miltii hai jo hawii ho jaye, jo insan maa'diiyet ko bunyaad bana ker taluq isstewaar kerta hai ,insan parkhta hai, zindagii ka may'yaar taye kerta hai, uska dil kabhi khuda parst nahin rehtaa..lazzet kadah ban jata hai ..kaii buttoun ka poojaarii ..Sanam kadah ...aur jo dil khuda ka muskan ho wo khawaish aur maadi'yet key rang zameer per nafs per nahin cherhnay deta..muhabbat itnii aarzaa tou nahin jitnii insan ney aaj bana dii...nah jazbey ...aqeedey ..uss ney iss hqeeqat ko paa ker apney dil mein khudaii akss shifaaf ker liyaa tha...warnah aaj uska wajood bhi khoukhlaa hota ..emaan sey khaalii...yehii shayied muhabbat kii maeraaj kehlatii ho gii...ab wo ek muhabbat sey goondhii huii larkii ka roop dhaar chukii thii...jissey apney khudaii Aye'tiiqaad, jazboun ka soudaa dunyawii Aasaayeshoun sey kernaa hergiz manzoor nah thaa....phir uss ney khuad sey ehad kiyya keh apney housley kahin pass'paa nahin honey dey gii...shehr-e-muhabbat kiii talash mein...aur nah larr'kharra'tey yeh qadam apna tawazun kahin khou ker be'raah'rawii sey phissley gaein ...
be'hissi kii shaal oorr'hey
iss tairgii key dasht mein
agercheh mere chaaroun tarf
wehshii darindey hein
mera zad-e-safr bhi khou chuka hai
mera khay'maa'mera muskan
bhi ukkhar chuka hai
tanhaii'youn kii iss yulghaar mein
main mujaasim e be'bassi hoon
phir bhi mera azm mujh sey yeh kehta hai
keh
jissey machllii nigal lay
aur machlii behr kii tareek'youn mein
raastey key noor sey mehroom ho jaye
ussey jiss ney diyya tha roshnii kaa iss'te'aaraa
wo mujhey bhi aik jugnuu , aik taraa
raastey ka ek sahara,
jungloun key beech bakhshey gaa...zaror
mere ander yaqeen kii yeh roshnii hii merii quwwat hai
main iss emaan kii quwwat sey
yaqeenan jeet joun gii !
Mere dil ka dard ban baethaa hai ...
kitney logoun ka tha aana jana………hai bhi ...
Kitney rishtoun key jungle hein ...gunjal hein ...
Laad pyaar aur Bachpan khou kar baadi ho gai…… wo
Fir bi bachoun jaisi hi paaoo gey…….
Zindagi ke har rang ko daikhtey huawey….. Jeeti hai yeh laadki dusro ke liye……
Kabi ki nhi apni khushi ki parwaa uss ney ..Roti hai magr kisi ne usske aansu nhi daikhey ……..
jiss ney bhi daikha bus hasstey, khil'khilatey, ya hassatey sub ko ,umeed ki shammein jagatey
beshak uskii apni aankhoun key tamamm roshn diye bujh chukey thae...
Sabko lagti hai yeh pyaari….. Sabse jaldi ghul mil jaaney waalii…..
Mamtaa bhari hai iske har ek roop mein……apna pan hai isskii roo roo mein
per
Kuch logon ne tamasha bana key rakh diya ……usskii saada dilii ko...narm tabiyet ko ..ur kuch ney mazak ..
Jaan na saka koi uss key dil kii ……. Sab main usko Rab key sachy bandey hii dikhtey aaye thae….. magr
har jaga dhokha hi khaya……..
Door kar deti hai sabko ab wo…
iss darr sey ..jo uskey maan aangan mein kundalii maar key aann baithaa hai keh
jis sey piyar keh dou meethae bol bhi bolo ..uska matlab ghalt nikley ga...jany kia samjhey ga...jany kia roop uugley ga..jany kitna challey ga ..
munah khoutey hii munah khoutey hein
phir bhi jany ...
kiuyn ...
Aas ka deep bujhaa nahin hai tabhii
Taalash krti hai ab bhi sab mein wo
koii suchaa, khuadii roop....
aapnii diary ko band kerty huawey uss ney ek bar phir sey khuad sey sawaal kiyya....keh ....
..aachey logoun kii aachaiii hamesha aazmaii hii kiuyn jati hai.???...iss liye shayied keh kuch log zindagii kii terjeehaat mu'taa'yun kerty waqt insanyet, bey'lossii, jazbey aur ehsass bila taaq rakh ker bhool jaty hein ... aur yeh muhabbat kia shai hai her matlashii iska .her rishtey kii bunyaad...ek sath journey kii lariii bhi hai aur torrney wallii kerrii bhii...per,jab mehboob badl jaye .. tou iskii be'hurr'matii aankhoun ko kabhii khushk nahin honey detii aur nah behny ...ajeeb sa wabaal e jaan jekkerr lay'taa hai ...insan muhabbat ka shajer ugaaney ko wafa key beej bouta hai, kitney suhaney khawaboun sey seenchtaa hai ,aur ..umer bhar mustafeed honey key ehad o paemaan baandh leta hai ...per .muhabbat ka yeh Shajer ussi waqt tak summer'aawar rehta hai aur hara bhara jab tak maa'di'yet ka garm paanii khuad ussey nah jhulsa dey ..wo khuad bhii in marahil sey guzar ker aaii thii per .uss ney khuad ko tou iss hawa sey mehfooz rakha tha, magr apney ass pass key jitney bhi thae bad';qismatii sey unhein nah bacha paii thii jhulssney sey ,...Aaj bhi jab maa ki paeshaanii peh bossa diyaa thaa tou khaloos key shabnamii qatrey mehsos kiye thae,aur pass baethy Abba key Chehray sey tapkta aajizii ka noor phir sey jeeny ka nayya ehsass dey gaya tha.....her serd mehrii sey larrney ka walwalaa ....jaga gaya tha...keh nahin muhabbtein ab bhi hein humsafr merii . wafaein ab bhi hein ridda'yein merii..Aaj wo uss mouqaam per thii jahan her shakhs nafsaani khawishaat ka girftaar , maa'diiyet ka perchaar kerta milaa tha, khawaish aur nafs kii jang tou uss ney bhii larii thii magr Fataah usko hii miltii hai jo hawii ho jaye, jo insan maa'diiyet ko bunyaad bana ker taluq isstewaar kerta hai ,insan parkhta hai, zindagii ka may'yaar taye kerta hai, uska dil kabhi khuda parst nahin rehtaa..lazzet kadah ban jata hai ..kaii buttoun ka poojaarii ..Sanam kadah ...aur jo dil khuda ka muskan ho wo khawaish aur maadi'yet key rang zameer per nafs per nahin cherhnay deta..muhabbat itnii aarzaa tou nahin jitnii insan ney aaj bana dii...nah jazbey ...aqeedey ..uss ney iss hqeeqat ko paa ker apney dil mein khudaii akss shifaaf ker liyaa tha...warnah aaj uska wajood bhi khoukhlaa hota ..emaan sey khaalii...yehii shayied muhabbat kii maeraaj kehlatii ho gii...ab wo ek muhabbat sey goondhii huii larkii ka roop dhaar chukii thii...jissey apney khudaii Aye'tiiqaad, jazboun ka soudaa dunyawii Aasaayeshoun sey kernaa hergiz manzoor nah thaa....phir uss ney khuad sey ehad kiyya keh apney housley kahin pass'paa nahin honey dey gii...shehr-e-muhabbat kiii talash mein...aur nah larr'kharra'tey yeh qadam apna tawazun kahin khou ker be'raah'rawii sey phissley gaein ...
be'hissi kii shaal oorr'hey
iss tairgii key dasht mein
agercheh mere chaaroun tarf
wehshii darindey hein
mera zad-e-safr bhi khou chuka hai
mera khay'maa'mera muskan
bhi ukkhar chuka hai
tanhaii'youn kii iss yulghaar mein
main mujaasim e be'bassi hoon
phir bhi mera azm mujh sey yeh kehta hai
keh
jissey machllii nigal lay
aur machlii behr kii tareek'youn mein
raastey key noor sey mehroom ho jaye
ussey jiss ney diyya tha roshnii kaa iss'te'aaraa
wo mujhey bhi aik jugnuu , aik taraa
raastey ka ek sahara,
jungloun key beech bakhshey gaa...zaror
mere ander yaqeen kii yeh roshnii hii merii quwwat hai
main iss emaan kii quwwat sey
yaqeenan jeet joun gii !
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